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This is Where The Healing Begins

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 Hello everyone, Howdy hey! It's been a minute. My favorite self spoken: - Be who God made you to be - Love God and Love People - You can forgive someone and yet not want anything to do with them -  Forgiveness does not require reconnection - Abuse is not okay in any shape or form, we should be kind, loving, respectful to others no matter what - Be Choosy  After a couple years of having something die that I could have never imagined I would live through or tolerate for a long time. Here I am. 2 years of singleness, 36 books or so, counseling, rehashing through things. Praise God we are never alone. I was in an abusive situation and thankfully God took the blinders off my eyes and put wise people in my life and woke me up to understand the pain and abuse verbal, financial, controlling, I was living in, tolerating, forgiving daily and living in and also exposing my children to daily. To where I rebuilt my life, took a season of an intensive with the Lord, cut off, pruned a ...
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27 Years of Walking With the Lord, Thankfulness, Goodness, Mercy, and Grace.

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 Cheers! Good morning. As of late, as I journey into adulthood, motherhood. I am sleeping around the same times as my kiddos, but waking up before the sun to just get a moment. This week on vacation I have been digging into like seriously 13 different books. So good! It is a staycation, nothing glamorous, but sometimes turning off the work part of you when you are a dedicated person, it feels amazing. In life I have been reflecting the last week as we have ups and downs and ebbs and flows. There have been joyous occasions in my life, which I think every day is a joyous occasion. There have been hard spots where you literally look around and say Lord, why, then you search for His voice, His direction and have an AHA moment where you say God how was I blind not to see this. I was thinking to myself, as I was set in a church many years ago, 27 to be exact. I have been in a personal relationship with the most High King for that long. He has been the most faithful Father, guarded my hea...
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A New Day

It has been awhile since I have had time to think, let alone write a blog post. YAY! Happy to be here. As I go from drop off to pick up, to remote work, to after school activities, to fun park time with friends, and of course self care me time.  God has been writing a new story of joy, new life, new breath.  Not every day is easy, but with God one can press on and keep on keeping on. The blessing of my heart, my soul, and my mind devoted to Jesus is a blessing in itself. I'm thankful to love my children and teach them the ways of the Lord. After Covid, and other things I'm thankful to be with people again and look forward to going out, to having people over, to being in person small group, to not have the mask on every single day mostly, we still take care as cases come and go but also my daughter's asthma. Jesus, coffee, cleaning, trying to cook more, hang out with my kids, and enjoy time with our friends are such a blessing.  In this season of life, I'm learning each ...
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